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手掌缓缓向下移动，这时，金秀娜出于本能，紧张羞涩地抓住了顾洛意的手。突然的打断像是一声鸣笛，顾洛意瞬间清醒过来，她看着金秀娜，脑中浮现出林舒凌的样子。林舒凌太强大了，即使分开了两年多，顾洛意也还是会觉得，和别人发生关系是对她的一种背叛。

顾洛意收回了手，坐了起来。金秀娜看到顾洛意眼里的热情逐渐消失，也跟着坐了起来。她不知道该说什么，也许是不知道该怎么说，这样的英语在脑中到底还是存货太少。

金秀娜：“I... I dont ...”

顾洛意：“Im sorry.”

金秀娜：“Dont! Hey, look at me, I didnt reject you. I just... its my first time with a girl, I dont know how to be good enough to make you feel good.”

“Honey, ”顾洛意看着金秀娜一脸的懊悔，恢复了该有的冷静，微笑着牵住金秀娜的手，温柔地说，“I know, I know. I know all you said.”

金秀娜：“Im sorry, could we？”

顾洛意：“Dont say sorry…”

金秀娜：“Lets go on. I promise I wont do anything wrong...”

顾洛意：“No, no, listen to me...”

金秀娜：“You listen to me. I am really sorry. I dont mean it. I just feel nervous a little...”

顾洛意：“Hey, relax. You dont have to say sorry. It is not your fault. its my fault. You must believe me and five me. It is my fault really. I stopped it not because what you did. I stopped it because I realize if I do it with you, I will lose you forever, but I dont wanna lose you. You are so important to me. I should be responsible for you, for us. ”

金秀娜：“You wont lose me...”

顾洛意：“I will, and you will lose me, too. Do you want to lose me？ It is so unworthy for just one night, and giving up the rest of our lives. I want you are always on my side. I want every time you think of me, you give me a call, and we could chat from the midnight to the m. I want when you e to a or I e to Korea, we be the first person for each other to visit. I want we keep our closeness. But if we do it, things w